Ugh

Okay it's nearly 330AM. I still can not sleep. I can not get my mind off this desperate need to clean. It is starting to make me crazy.

The thought of the Kitchen is haunting me. The fact that I didn't clean everything only most of it keeps popping back into my head. :'(

It's not even a want anymore, I feel like a drug-addict!

I need to go downstairs and bring the baby's things up here, I need to go get the bassinet from my sisters room and bring it in here. Mimi did a great job cleaning up the room, but it's not done yet.. I'm dying to finish it. Everyone and I mean everyone is sleeping so I can't do anything. And to top it off I have to be UP AND AWAKE for the doctor's in 3hours...

I want to cry.

I feel like climbing a mountain and screaming at the top of my lungs. IDK what I would say, but I just feel so frustrated I don't know what to do anymore! x_x