Last night we had THE most amazing dinner; Dad bought some fresh Salmon & the two of us had Salmon Parmigiana. It was like a slice of HEAVEN. Unfortunately, as much as I loved eating it, my heartburn did not appreciate all of the tomato sauce later on! Woke up this morning at 6am with such bad heartburn, I was bordering on being sick. Thank god for TUMS! Taste like flavored chalk but works every time; or works well enough to let me get some more sleep anyway!
I managed to accomplish a few things today! YAY ME!!! I found a Graco Travel System on Craigslist for $100. It's not the exact model I wanted, or the exact coloring pattern w/e that I wanted, but for the price...
This is the one I was looking at on BRU [CLICK HERE]. For nearly $300 it comes with the stroller, the car-seat (up to 32lb weight limit) and 1 in-car base.
For a third of the price, the one I'm going to go see tomorow comes with the stroller, the car-seat (up to 30lb weight limit) and TWO in-car bases.
I managed to accomplish a few things today! YAY ME!!! I found a Graco Travel System on Craigslist for $100. It's not the exact model I wanted, or the exact coloring pattern w/e that I wanted, but for the price...
This is the one I was looking at on BRU [CLICK HERE]. For nearly $300 it comes with the stroller, the car-seat (up to 32lb weight limit) and 1 in-car base.
For a third of the price, the one I'm going to go see tomorow comes with the stroller, the car-seat (up to 30lb weight limit) and TWO in-car bases.
I also FINALLY got rid of the two Junkers that have been taking up 1/2 of my parents' driveway. My parents got $150 for the one (they owned it) and I got $150 for the other (my old 87 Camaro). So Hooray I get to add that to the diaper fund! LoL.
I just spoke to Erik, He's going to go see the Travel System with me tomorrow, which in general means I get to see him YAY. But we got into a kind of depressing conversation. Not to say I regrett having this baby, I don't and I'll love him with all my heart & I know Erik will too! But he was talking about all these great things he wanted us to do that we just cant do anymore. :( I feel like crying. We wanted to take camping trips which we can't do with the baby because Erik won't camp on "camp grounds" he does it in the "real wild woods" and deems it not safe till the baby is say 7 or 8 o_o''. He mentioned an impromptu roadtrip to Arizona which is so not possible with a little baby/ little kid. Idk I wasted so much time of my teenage life being so STUPID, getting into all kinds of trouble with all the wrong people, getting drunk all the time.. I never went out and did 1/2 the things I really wanted to do. I convinced myself I didn't care. And now it's kind of eating me up that I might never get to do them at all. :'(
Maybe I'm being hormonal again x_x I just feel really sad, like I just realized that part of me; part of my life; all the things I want to do is going to die when my son is born. All these things I would loved to do, and would ESPECIALLY loved to do WITH ERIK, is probably impossible in just a few short weeks.
I just spoke to Erik, He's going to go see the Travel System with me tomorrow, which in general means I get to see him YAY. But we got into a kind of depressing conversation. Not to say I regrett having this baby, I don't and I'll love him with all my heart & I know Erik will too! But he was talking about all these great things he wanted us to do that we just cant do anymore. :( I feel like crying. We wanted to take camping trips which we can't do with the baby because Erik won't camp on "camp grounds" he does it in the "real wild woods" and deems it not safe till the baby is say 7 or 8 o_o''. He mentioned an impromptu roadtrip to Arizona which is so not possible with a little baby/ little kid. Idk I wasted so much time of my teenage life being so STUPID, getting into all kinds of trouble with all the wrong people, getting drunk all the time.. I never went out and did 1/2 the things I really wanted to do. I convinced myself I didn't care. And now it's kind of eating me up that I might never get to do them at all. :'(
Maybe I'm being hormonal again x_x I just feel really sad, like I just realized that part of me; part of my life; all the things I want to do is going to die when my son is born. All these things I would loved to do, and would ESPECIALLY loved to do WITH ERIK, is probably impossible in just a few short weeks.
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