April 18th 2010

Sunday, April 18th; We are 31 Weeks & 5 Days Pregnant ~ Only 58 Days to Go!

Friday I spent the day baking + then Erik dropped by for a few minuets :)

Yesterday (Saturday) I did a "trial babysit" for that lady Sandra. Ended up being about 3 1/2 hours of running after her 4 year old August & her 1 1/2 year old Tatum. I pretty much just played with them *shrugs*. But it did involve a lot of sitting on the floor, picking up the little one who also kept JUMPING into my lap o.o' and cleaning up after them... god do I hurt... I could barely move last night and I'm all achy today.
Spoke to Erik at night a little bit *love*.
Erik was kind of mad, he doesn't think I should be doing the babysitting. He's worried I'll hurt myself or the baby. IDK I'm kind of undecided, part of me wants something to DO, part of me doesn't feel up to it and part of me feels guilty for not feeling up to it because lots of pregnant women run after their OWN kids so I know it should be do-able! I also feel like I need to try to do it because we need the $ but Erik + my mom agree that it might not be worth it. So IDK!

Today I am kind of nervous because I got a bunch of those BH contractions & the baby hasn't been moving around too much today.. but he JUST started squirming so I'm sure it's all OK. Sandra said she would give me a call/txt tonight to let me know if the job is mine.... I kind of hope she doesn't offer it to me so I don't have to worry about it or decide if I should take it or turn it down..
I finally got cracking and did my Birth Plan, mom looked it over so I printed it and wrote up a "Health Care Proxy" stapled it to the Birth Plan.
I'm feeling so bored & antsy today... mom & Mimi are going to the movies I was invited but.. I really don't want to see some dumb kids movie about dragons atm. Movies are just so expensive x_x I can't believe my mom is doing it >_>" I guess she got tired of hearing Mimi bitch about it and gave in, GOD that child is so spoiled!
Mom thinks I should be on "partial bed-rest" today x_x I dissagree but it's not like I have anything better to do atm anyway... I'm sure I could find someone to go do something with, but I can't spend the $. And I feel like I have 100,000 things to do to get ready for Joshua but I simply don't have anything I can do right this moment... *sigh*
I really wish I was spending time with Erik but I know if I call and ask he'll say "nah" and I wouldn't even ask him to come out here on his only day off... Plus I can't really afford the extra gas to go out there :( even though I'd do it in a heartbeat ANYWAY.