March 30th 2010

Tuesday March 30th; We are 29 Weeks Pregnant ~ Only 77 Days to Go!

Today I was supposed to go to the doctor, but when I woke up I couldn't walk. I guess I did way too much standing/walking etc. the last few days. My ankles are swollen up, one really badly. And everytime I tried to put weight on it, veins would bulge out painfully above my heal on the inside curve of my arch :(. I tried my best to rest it most of the day, I sat almost all day! And it hurts alot worse now at 11pm than it did at 8am. And now my mouth decided it wants to chime in, one of my little teeth on the bottom decided to hurt... I'm SO godamned scared it's a cavity.. I've never had one, I've never had any problems with my teeth. And I WANT IT TO STAY THAT WAY :'(. I'm flossing, brushing & using mouth wash obsessivly but it still hurts :'(
The doctors called me and yelled about me missing the appointment, made a new one for April 20th. Then changed it to the 13th. Then called back to change it to Thursday because apparently they realized I havn't taken my Glucose test yet.. DAMN IT!
But if I still can't walk Thursday its too fucking bad on them!!!!! Mom wants me to go to her doctor in the morning about my ankle/foot, and see what he says. I'm worried about my stupid tooth too :'(!

This is just terrible... my feet/ankles, calfs, knees, lower back & tooth are all hurting. (Ankle/foot & Tooth worst of course..)

Mom wants to look into switching me off Medicaid onto her private insurance (through her job) since the law is now going to extend to age 26. But I'm worried they won't cover Pediatric care for the baby.... So IDK but I also have no idea how Obama's new Health Care Bill will affect my Medicaid anyways, I might loose it either way!

I want to stop hurting damn it! I just want my body back :'( I feel like sobbing...............